King Of My Heart

Suns have risen.
Promises were given.
More than a thousand
Summer. Autumn.
Winter. Spring.
Remember how it all began?

You were magic complete.
I was swept clean off my feet.
You captured my heart
Mind. Body.
Spirit. Soul.
I was yours from the start.

My King, My King
You make my heart sing.
With you my life is complete.
My King, My King
Your love gives me wings.
Woo me with kisses so sweet.

Yours, I wish to be.
My love, I hope you see.
‘Tis no mountain, too steep a climb.
With you is my choice.
Listen to my voice.
My promise, I am yours for all time.

 

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What Do You Think About That?

Do you know that I am still head over heels in love with you?
What do you think about that?
Do you know that I am still awed by you?
What do you think about that?
Do you know that you are still my favorite person?
What do you think about that?
Do you know that I still love spending time with you?
What do you think about that?
Do you know that I still get a smile every time I think of you?
What do you think about that?
Do you know that I still catch my breath at the sound of your voice?
What do you think about that?
Do you know that I still get butterflies when I see you?
What do you think about that?
Do you know that I still get excited nervous when I get real time with you?
What do you think about that?
Do you know that I still only want you?
What do you think about that?
Do you know that you are still my Mr. Perfect?
What do you think about that?
Do you know that you are still the only place I want to be?
What do you think about that?
Do you know that you are still my dream come true?
What do you think about that?
I love you truly madly deeply and unconditionally
Thank you for loving me
Photo Credit: Daniel De Jan

Thank You Twice

One man is the only man for me
And that man is you.Two wishes that I wish
One is true…the other…

Three words that are little
but mean so very much.

Four by four seasons and it is still new
There is no old since the start.

Five minutes of your time
Makes the day it seems so unreal.

Six times more than forever
And that seems like just one day.

Seven turns and one more
Just to give you everything.

Eight days per week
That is how many days I need you.

Nine days without you
Is longer than any forever.

Ten times a day, at least
I wish you were here.

Eleven, the Universe’s number
You plus Me is The Universe.

Twelve hours a day is only
A quarter of the time I want with you.

Thirteen months a year
Is Thirteen months less than I want.

Thank you My Love
Thank you My Love

 

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Do You

Do you ever sit and wonder
What is she doing?
Do you ever stop and wonder
What is she thinking?
Do you ever look and wonder
What is she going to say?

I catch myself lost in thought,
How is your day going?
In the middle, I stop and wonder,
What are you doing?
I look for you just to see,
Do you have anything to say?

Do you ever wish,
I want her here now.
Do you ever need,
to hear her voice,
just one more time.
Do you ever dream,
of all the little things
she does that make you smile.

I sleep and dream,
that you are here now.
I write and pause,
what will you think,
when you read the words.
I read your words and hope
that you never change your mind
that you will always be mine.

 

Photo Credit: Daniel De Jan

Lies I Tell You

When I say, I love you, it is a lie.
What I feel – cannot be so simple.
What I feel – cannot be so plain.
What I feel – cannot be so easy.

When I say, I need you, it is a lie.
What I need – cannot be described.
What I need – cannot be explained.
What I need – cannot be satisfied.

When I say, I want you, it is a lie.
What I want – is complicated.
What I want – is indescribable.
What I want – is insatiable.

When I say, I am yours, it is a lie.
What I am – is a reflection of you.
What I am – is a creation of you.
What I am – is a credit to you.

When I say, Forever, it is a lie.
What I want – is every forever.
What I need – is all times.
What I feel – is unending.

When I say…..it is a lie
Why?
There are no words that tell the truth.

But What Else Is New

You have been on my mind,
But what else is new…..
You have been on my mind without ceasing,
Since before your first hello.

You have been in my heart,
But what else is new….
You have been in my heart completely,
Since before your first kiss.

You have been on my lips,
But what else is new….
You have been on my lips without ending,
Since before your first ‘how are you’?

You have been under my skin,
But what else is new….
You have been under my skin totally,
Since before your first good night.

You have been my soul,
But what else is new….
You have been my soul mate,
Since before the beginning of time.

 

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QUEEN OF HEART’S

Candles are burning.
Pages are turning.
A journal you sent.
Passion. Lust.
Honesty. Trust.
Is that what it all meant?

Holding key to your heart.
I worked hard. You are smart.
What I want from life is you.
Desire.Respect.
Shield. Protect.
Yes Sunshine, I need you, too.

My Queen, My Queen
Beauty unseen.
You turned my life into bliss.
My Queen, My Queen
Step on the scene.
Come on closer, I’ll give you a kiss.

Give it some time.
Our love is not crime.
Step by step, it may seem slow.
This isn’t affair.
Love, I declare.
Love everlasting, forever will glow.

I Miss You

My Dearest,

I could open with the normal salutations, but they feel so inadequate and sound so pretentious. So do I just jump right to the heart of my heart? Or should I meander through the paths of us until I get to our secret bench under the arbor? But then I wonder why, it will be empty, you are not there, not really. Yet, I still roam our paths like a child lost in the labyrinth, looking for you only finding where you were and not where you are.

I carry your letters and hold tight to your words, for else can fill my arms. I close my eyes and take a deep breath, you stand before me with that roguish grin and the devil in your gleam. My sigh settles into a fleeting smile, for in my joy I look up to you with wide eyed anticipation only to find it was my dreams strolling by my side.

My love, I am grateful everyday for your love, the gift that fate has given, but the distance she has created seems for her sport. I am sorry, my darling, as improper as it is, I must admit that her pleasure is my weakness and I find moments in which despair seems my unwanted companion. My every wish your presence, my every dream your nearness, my every breath your whispered name; yet it is the chill of silence that embraces me.

When the situation here turns from clouds to rain, the chill is to the bone, I find that all warmth eludes me. It is during the rain that I miss you most and need you more. I know of no avail for recovering on my own, for you have entwined yourself most firmly in my state. I am at a loss for concentration when my thoughts are of naught but you. I make every effort to play my role for your sake, to be strong and joyful and industrious in the meanwhile.

I know my wishes are no grander than a spoiled child wanting you with me all the while knowing that my request is not proper or patient. I do not speak them for your compliance but in order that your knowing reminds you of my adoration. I know of no other way than to speak directly for my thoughts to be conveyed unto your own; for even though it seems as though I am but a mere book that you have read until the pages are worn and the binding smooth, it is my need to say so it is known.

You are the vessel that conveys my heart and soul through the universe. I am but a reflection of your love and protection. And for as long as you hold my heart and soul, so you must hold the rest else I be lost and broken. You are the destiny that fate has bestowed me and my destiny you will eternally be.

Completely,

 

 

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My Sanctuary

You are my peace,
You are my hope,
You are my haven,
You are my world.

I love your smile,
I love your eyes,
I love your mind,
I love you.

You are my air,
You are my sky,
You are my breath,
You are my life.

I need your guidance,
I need your support,
I need your strength,
I need you.

You are my sun,
You are my moon,
You are my shining star,
You are my Milky Way.

I want your hand,
I want your kiss,
I want your hug,
I want you.

My Esteemed Champion

My Most Esteemed Champion,

I wish to take the time today to tell you all the important things that you need to hear. These are also all the things I want to tell you. Those things that are bursting forth from my heart. All the comments that are just full of need to be spoken again.

You rode into my world and you were truly larger than life. You are my hero in more ways than I can count. You have seen what others never noticed. You have pushed your way past the walls and mazes to seek what others never pursued. You picked up pieces and put them where they belong. You took the time to hold my hand all night long, more than once. You reached out to me and picked me up every time I fell. You have built for me the most amazing sanctuary within your heart. You have given me a world where I am loved and protected. You have given me room to grow and explore and discover me. You are the strength, courage, support that makes every step I take possible.

I am so much more today than I was before you. I feel so much more now than I did before you. I want so much more with you than I did before you. I see the world completely different now with you. I look at tomorrow with a totally new outlook that never existed before you. I see my life in a new light through you. I even see myself in a new light through you that I never considered before you. Everything is new and different with you than it was before you.

Thank you for every moment that you have been a part of my life. Thank you for every change you have made in my world. Thank you for every little show of love that has built this castle that is us. Thank you for every word and deed that has saved me and rebuilt me and  recreated me. Thank you for tearing down the walls and stripping away the barriers.
Thank you for loving me.

Willingly Completely Indebted
YGF

 

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How Do I Say

Sometimes, I don’t know just how to tell you all the ways that I love you.

Maybe that is because I don’t just love you, I admire you and respect you.

There are so many feelings that I feel when it comes to you.

You have such a huge impact on every part of my life that I know I never want to be without you.

 

I can also say without a doubt you are the best thing in my life ever.

You haven’t just changed my world and my life, you have changed me.

There were times before you when I used to wonder when would my dues be paid; when would it be my turn.

 

Now I have the blessing of having the best man in the world for my turn.

I have you for my sun, my moon, my universe.

I have you your support, your love, your encouragement.

I have you the best part of us, the best part of all that is good, the best part of the what the future holds.

 

I have you the keeper of my dreams, the keeper of my heart, the keeper of my soul.

I have us, our love, our dreams, our future.

I have us, the best love story, the best love song, the best love poem.

Best of all for me, you have me.